A rock and a hard place

Okay so I am caught between a rock and a hard place. I really want to make some decisions in my life. But I feel like right now maybe not be the time. It’s like I am no longer confused but now I am…well…I don’t know. Innocent, blissfully hopeful that someday I will understand myself. Anyway I guess what I am trying to say is that…life it confusing enough by itself. When you add everything else into it, it just gets more complicated. For some people it’s easy to walk away from a situation and not look back. For others this can tend to be a bit harder. So when do I know if I hold on or let go. When do I decide if it is worth the fight? At first I am ready to just let go because that is my first instinct, survival. I am thinking if I let go now then it will be easier to deal with in the long run, right? Well the next thing I know I get this surge of confidence and decide it is best to hold on. Perhaps I see things that others don’t see right now. And I look at others and see them as great examples (of course you will make you own example eventually out of yourself). You are ultimately your greatest example. But finally after much thought and consideration I have decided that…

PS This has nothing to do with a relationship or anything of that sort

It's 3:27 AM and I am still up, I need a vacation. It doesn't even have to be far, I just need one.
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